lonely life

finally is really school holiday for me ~ ~
the exam i have worker so hard ......
hope the result come out wont be bad -.-

this holiday ....
actually our family plan to go to peneng to visit our cousin
but due to my grandma situation ...
we cancel the trip .....
yesterday is a scary one ......
we all tot that she was sleeping
but she keep sleep until we feel that she are like unconscious
so we decide to wake her up .......
we have a tough time waking her up .....
so we quickly bring her to hospital .....
inside the hospital ...... there are alot of people
even though is late of the night ... (around 11pm i think)
we have to wait for half an hrs before is our turn .....
i wonder y emergency rescue (ER) section got this type of system .....
haiz who care ....
after half an hrs ... the result come out .....
my grandma just don have enough of sugar .....
so the doctor advice her to stay in the hospital for one or two day ....
haiz ..... what a terrible night yesterday ..... make me so tired ...

during the exam ..... i was thinking that
i can improve the relationship between me and my partner
but then ...... due to many many trip that their family organized ...
i feel that our relationship getting more and more far away ....
just hope that it wont happen .....
although i don have a bad feeling about this ....
just don wan that kind of thing to happen ...
for that week i will surely miss her like hell ......
but i feel that our relationship is like 牛郎织女 ...
one week only can meet once or twice .....
sob sob .....

exam week

ous ~ ~ 

is exam week again for me 

gotta work hard to get straight A 

so that my parent wont complain 

then i will have a peaceful life ~ ~ 

today is physic exam ~~ 

physic is the only subject that i can always ace it 

but other subject .... haiz don wan say or think about it 

especially my add math and sej .... 

even is exam week for me ....

the feeling i have to you still did not changed or reduced 

keep thinking of you  ......

such a bad girl la you ...... 

keep extract my concentration ..... 

hehe i am such a useless person ~ ~ 

keep thinking of her ..... 

later cant get good result then die le ........

i will try harder to train myself to study while thinking of you 

i will never let you feel boring .... if can la .... not 100%  will 

uoyevoli  LYS(shi-ling) 

the one i thinking everyday

Monday is you who keep on appear in my thinking ~ ~

Tuesday is you who keep distract me from my study ~ ~

Wednesday is also you who make me feel annoyed  ~ ~

Thursday is you again who i always think off when free  ~ ~ 

Friday is the day that i prepare for tomorrow to meet you ~ ~

Saturday is the day that i enjoy myself together with you ~ ~

Sunday is the day that we have to be apart for 5 continuously day ~ ~

this is the 50% of work i have done during the whole week ~ ~

guess who is the you ~ ~ 

competitive life

this few day many ppl have suffer sadness on their lost in some competition
i wonder winning or lousing is that important for them?
we should face upward even if we lost in the competition
because they work more harder then us
thats why they are able to beat us .
So we should not waste any time to hide ourself
into a corner there and cry
+ if u cry also no use ......
the result is already published to the public
crying cant change the reality .....

For all the friend that win in the competition
congratulation ~ ~ ~
you have work hard and this is the result u get
but dont get overjoyed
because u will always face someone stronger then u
so train harder

For all the friend that lost in their competition
dont feel so sad ......
because ur opponent work much more harder then u
thats why you lost in the fight
lousing is not the end of the world
there is always another chance for u to get ur revenge
so don keep crying ....... like today cry until my shirt also wet le .......
you should train more then other
so that the next victorious will be yours for sure
emoing is not a good idea
you must face this fact bravely

At here i wish everyone can live peacefully and harmony in the future
don be so sad if you have lost in the fight or other
because :
BIGGEST SUCCESS COME AFTER THE BIGGEST FAILURE

so yishi don emo le i am always be there for u ~ ~ ~
linying also you have worked hard enough
don be so sad le
make me dono say what .... feel so irritated .....
so please cheer up ~ ~ ~

today is the worst day i have in my life

today during sej exam ...
my class sej and bi practical teacher walk by and take my paper to see
then she say why i make so many mistake .......
and then after exam she took me with her to office
then she ask me the reason why i make so many mistake
i answer her calmly that i have confused all the name and year
but i will try harder to memorize it correctly

then this is the part make me feel so unhappy today
she say i am so useless that so little thing also cannot memorize correctly
and other other other etc etc etc .....
i keep on hold my anger when i listen to what she said
but in the end she drag the topic until my friend and family
 she say that my family member and cousin  all are useless then trash
what she said hurt me the most is she say whenever girl who like me
is all mind crack de cause i am so stupid .....

what she think she is????
just a practical teacher in my sch with RM200 as her salary every month
say my family member and cousin is useless????
my cousin which are 23 years old in my father side
he work as aircraft engineer and he got RM 20000 as his monthly salary
his younger sister work as personal nurse of a doctor in sg
she got RM10000 every month
my father work as maintenance manager and the company pay him 50k every month
hmm in my family person who have lowest income is my mother
she work in pasar malam but she earn minimum 7k-8k every month
my sis now is studying to become an operation assistance nurse
the average salary they will pay her when she start working is around 5k-6k

all my family member is much more useful to the country then u
think of it who are u
just a practical teacher with a salary of RM 200 per month
even if u able to get to become a teacher
u monthly salary is only half from my sister which is around 3000
you are nothing in my family view
you have no right to say this kind of word
i suggest u to take it back or meet in sch argument court

o ya forget to tell u something
the professor which is in charge of u
is actually my aunt
so all the word u  say to me today will going to reach her ear
so be prepare to fail ur practical course and give up being a teacher
you are not suit to be a teacher

o ya today if all the word i say to u in sch have hurt u too
feel free to destroy my study profile
but then in exchange ur working profile will also be destroyed by me
if u do anything in my profile i will make sure u fail all ur practical course

so choose now
choose wisely every word u say will affect ur future

yishi if u are reading this pls don worry me
i am ok
i will not go and commit suicide de
so don worry
love you ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

haizzzzz

haiz someone dont listen to what i say yesterday
now she is paining here and there (活该）
but quite pity her .....
muscle pain is really terrible
walk 1 step pain 1 time
haiz hope she recover soon

another bad thing happen to her today
she fell sick again ..... nothing to say
hope her fever wont go too high like mine

there are 2 reason that might lead to her fever
1.too tired
2.eat too much tonic

1. too tired
-she force herself too much in the training yesterday
-although she was quite happy in the end cause able to do 20time pumping
-tiredness cause her body defense drop alot

2.eat too much tonic
-her mother keep giving tonic for her to eat
-causing the body cant stand it anymore and fall sick

haizz i cant bare with it when i see her suffering .....
shi arrrr don keep fall sick laaa
i worried abt u so much .....

o hoho

this few day
someone is terribly in love with me
hmm wondering am i that attractive .....

she have :
-2 eyes
-2 ears
-1 nose
-1 mouth
-2 hand
-2 legs

haha quite a normal human she is ...

she is quite a cheerful girl i think
i knew she liked me since long time ago.
The reason i know she like me is because her peeping skill is soooooooo ...
haiz don wan to say ..
is too obvious le bah

but i was quite happy also when she peeping at me
hmm i wonder why ...
maybe she are kind of cute bah i think
haha hope when u reading this u wont blush o .... my shi o

this year i think is my most luckiest year i have in life
to be able to get my life partner and is a cute one
hmm hope my friend wont fight with me for her bah .....
since she are so cute and cheerful

although she are so cheerful ...
but she fall sick very easily ....
this make me quite worry for her (~.~)

hope the future can let us to be together forever
i don wan to be separated with her .....
she tell me that she cant live without me ...
so at here i tell her that
i cant live in this world without her too

so please be safe whenever what you doing ^_^
i love you shi ~ ~ ~ ~