today is the worst day i have in my life

today during sej exam ...
my class sej and bi practical teacher walk by and take my paper to see
then she say why i make so many mistake .......
and then after exam she took me with her to office
then she ask me the reason why i make so many mistake
i answer her calmly that i have confused all the name and year
but i will try harder to memorize it correctly

then this is the part make me feel so unhappy today
she say i am so useless that so little thing also cannot memorize correctly
and other other other etc etc etc .....
i keep on hold my anger when i listen to what she said
but in the end she drag the topic until my friend and family
 she say that my family member and cousin  all are useless then trash
what she said hurt me the most is she say whenever girl who like me
is all mind crack de cause i am so stupid .....

what she think she is????
just a practical teacher in my sch with RM200 as her salary every month
say my family member and cousin is useless????
my cousin which are 23 years old in my father side
he work as aircraft engineer and he got RM 20000 as his monthly salary
his younger sister work as personal nurse of a doctor in sg
she got RM10000 every month
my father work as maintenance manager and the company pay him 50k every month
hmm in my family person who have lowest income is my mother
she work in pasar malam but she earn minimum 7k-8k every month
my sis now is studying to become an operation assistance nurse
the average salary they will pay her when she start working is around 5k-6k

all my family member is much more useful to the country then u
think of it who are u
just a practical teacher with a salary of RM 200 per month
even if u able to get to become a teacher
u monthly salary is only half from my sister which is around 3000
you are nothing in my family view
you have no right to say this kind of word
i suggest u to take it back or meet in sch argument court

o ya forget to tell u something
the professor which is in charge of u
is actually my aunt
so all the word u  say to me today will going to reach her ear
so be prepare to fail ur practical course and give up being a teacher
you are not suit to be a teacher

o ya today if all the word i say to u in sch have hurt u too
feel free to destroy my study profile
but then in exchange ur working profile will also be destroyed by me
if u do anything in my profile i will make sure u fail all ur practical course

so choose now
choose wisely every word u say will affect ur future

yishi if u are reading this pls don worry me
i am ok
i will not go and commit suicide de
so don worry
love you ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~