lonely life

finally is really school holiday for me ~ ~
the exam i have worker so hard ......
hope the result come out wont be bad -.-

this holiday ....
actually our family plan to go to peneng to visit our cousin
but due to my grandma situation ...
we cancel the trip .....
yesterday is a scary one ......
we all tot that she was sleeping
but she keep sleep until we feel that she are like unconscious
so we decide to wake her up .......
we have a tough time waking her up .....
so we quickly bring her to hospital .....
inside the hospital ...... there are alot of people
even though is late of the night ... (around 11pm i think)
we have to wait for half an hrs before is our turn .....
i wonder y emergency rescue (ER) section got this type of system .....
haiz who care ....
after half an hrs ... the result come out .....
my grandma just don have enough of sugar .....
so the doctor advice her to stay in the hospital for one or two day ....
haiz ..... what a terrible night yesterday ..... make me so tired ...

during the exam ..... i was thinking that
i can improve the relationship between me and my partner
but then ...... due to many many trip that their family organized ...
i feel that our relationship getting more and more far away ....
just hope that it wont happen .....
although i don have a bad feeling about this ....
just don wan that kind of thing to happen ...
for that week i will surely miss her like hell ......
but i feel that our relationship is like 牛郎织女 ...
one week only can meet once or twice .....
sob sob .....