most terrible week of the year

haiz ...
finally is PMR holiday for us ...
i tot can have some nice rest from study ...
but ...
now i am sick ...
very sick -.-
cant even breath easily ...
want to sleep but cant ...
want to play but body is tired ...
want to do anything also cannot -.-

now i wish that my precious can stay beside me ...
don nid to worry about anything also -.-
having her to pet me until i sleep ~.~
aww is a paradise XP

hope i recover soon ... cause this sat is
my graduating day ~.~
waiting for that day for a long long time le ~.~
and another reason that i want to recover as soon as possible is ...
i don wan my precious to worry about me anymore ...
having her to worry about me is ... not cool ... ( something like that ? XP)

chyun fight o ~

Trip to Melacca

this trip is the worst trip that i have ever go ...

lets talk about food ~ 

1st day we thinking to have a chicken rice for lunch ...

but then ...

we have to queue for nearly 1 hour ... 

the food not really taste that good also ... 

wait them to serve us need to wait until half an hour ... 

wait the dish to be served need to wait another half an hour ... 

1st time i spend so much time on my lunch ... nearly 2 hours ...
at night ~
my aunt recommended us to eat satay celup ...
the queue is even longer than the chicken rice ...
we queue for 2 hour only reach our turn ....
from 5pm to 7 pm ...
the food is not that nice also ... i wonder why so many ppl eating that ...
and is not clean ...

After the dinner ~
we go to the melacca famous street ~ the jongker street
1st thing that i think is whao ~ is so long and big the pasar ...
and have alot of people ... we have to squeeze through our way ...
but something good is the things there is twice cheaper than ours ~
i brought 1 key chain and i made 1 more for my precious ~
but ~
because of the street is too big and so many people ...
we got lost there .... we walk and walk and walk until the rain pour ...
sob sob ... the rain pour so suddenly ...
i nearly get sick ...
luckily we still able to find our way back to the hotel ...

hmm think of it again ... that trip might not be that bad ... but whole day also stay in hotel ..
so boring ...
...
due to the boring-ness ~
it cause me to think of someone even more ...
hope she didnt sneezed alot XP

everyday works ~

Monday : miss u
Tuesday : miss u alot
Wednesday : miss u like always
Thursday : miss u like hell ...
Friday : miss u until i cant sleep
Saturday : my most happy day
Sunday : my most happy day also

hmm i think this is the thing i do it everyday

情书的回复

怡诗，

            我对你没什么可讲。。。 因为你太完美了

                                                                                       崇群

hmm

hmm ~~
everyday passed me so quickly ...
making my time to study become lesser and lesser ...
sob sob ...
my add math still on the border line only ...
hope this trial i can score B+ and above for add math ...

time passing through me day by day in a very high velocity ....
on the same time ...
i wonder if our relationship have improved ....
cause this few day ...
her mood is going worse and worse ....
from my thinking only ... in reality i dono is true or not ...
i wonder if i have interfere too much on her daily activity ...
although she say nothing every time i ask her ...
but i am sure she is hiding something important from me ...
just wonder what did she hide away from me ...
but i wont force her to tell me ...
i will wait slowly ... until the suitable time to come
for her to tell me ...

anyway ... now most important is study study study ~.~
studying = 100 % now ~.~
but ...
i will still paying 100% attention to her ~.~
so that she wont feel like being left behind by me ~.~
so now have to work hard !!
to make both things turn out to be good ~.~
although i cant guarantee it will surely be good ending ...
but i will try my best to avoid the worse result that might happen in the future
chyun !!
fight o ! fight o ! fight o !
:P

haiz

Haiz ~ ~ ~
today i missed a very good chance to get something from her
...... sob sob ......
i should have done it just now ~.~
now regret also no use le -.-
nvm work harder next time ~.~

yeah ~ ~ ~ peace V(~.~)V

i wont force our relationship to go very fast
cause i prefer slower pace ...
can enjoy more things ^.^

little potato ~ ~ you are mine :P

yesterday

Yesterday surely is a busy day ~
although is a sunday that everyone should rest ...
but for me ....
is not a time to rest ....
i split the story to 2 major part ^_^

1st part ...
Morning wake up at 3 a.m. (hmm think of it ... did i fall asleep ar... like no leh -.-)
help mother cook kaya ~ ~
pour all the egg and sugar into a big machine
hehe simple leh ^_^
although is simple ... but need a lot of energy to get it done
after that i follow my mother to get coconut milk from a uncle ~
aww so heavy the coconut milk ..... carry till my hand also nearly break le -.-
after that we return to grandma house ~ around 4 a.m.
then we leave it to stir until 5 a.m.
in the time interval between 4 to 5 .....
i and my mother having our breakfast together ... (father and sister still sleeping)
she make the plain meat slice until so perfect and tasty ~
then we eat the meat slice together with bread ...
the feeling only can be described with one word ...... Awesome
i never think of this way of cooking .... learned a new stuff ~.~
after breakfast is aleardy 5 a.m. ( my father also wake up le )
we pour the coconut milk into the tank containing sugar and egg
every 10 minute we pour 1.6L of coconut milk ...
seems easy also ~.~ but is really an easy job ...
only thing is must be alert to the time ~

ah ~ is time to pour le
pour ~ pour ~ pour ~ sum to infinity .... (until the coconut milk finish )
normally we add the coconut milk until 8 a.m. like that ... in order to get a good taste  ^_^
i helped my mother to pour until 6 a.m.
then i prepare for my tkd stuff le ~.~ later is my demo show ( yeah ! )

My father fetch me to the meeting place ( Sjk(c) Perempuan )
i cant believe that i am the one who reach there first ^_^ ( another lucky symbol )
of cos ... without counting those who involved in school activity
waiting for my another half to appear .... cause we promised to do something that day ...
waited waited and waited .... haiz still haven come ar .... -.-
walked in and out wondering why she are late ...
wait and wait until 6.40 + a.m.
ah ~ finally she appear ....
she and her bro and sis slowly walked to the meeting place and put down their stuff
and then ... the first thing she tell me is she are feeling extremely sleepy ....
dono what to say after i have heard that ....
so i just simply tease her ~
and then she rly crawl around to sleep ....
so i keep trying to remind her our promise ....
i tried many many way .... but still unable to defeat the invitation of 周公 ...
haiz ...
after that i think i should give up already .... but still feel like wanted to get it very badly ...
after the long long waiting and playing + talking
we moved from school to the stadium ...
this is the 2nd time i step into the stadium ... feel a bit excited ~.~
seeing those little primary student marching like real soldier
feel funny ~.~
after that they follow it up with a long long speech .... is not long only is extremely long ...
waited and waited ...
ah~ finally is our turn to perform ...
the 1st and 2nd part went perfectly
but destruction part ..... think also sad -.-
many people unable to perform with their maximum potential ...
because the floor is slippery (morning have a very heavy rain )
some of us fell down ....
after that ~ many of us have returned to home ...
me and yishi slowly walked to the play ground ...
that time i was thinking that finally left we 2 alone ...
just about to hold her hand ...
those naughty junior appear ... keep following us till the play ground ...
haiz ... make me lost the chance again -.-
after that .... i and yishi + her 2 bro slowly walked back to sch
they bought a very un-healthy drink ...
still thinking it is nice to drink ... for me i vomit out le -.-
we slowly walk walk walk walk ...
then when we returned to sch ... my father is already waiting for me with his bike ...
and then we returned to our own home ...

ok this conclude for part 1 ~.~

part 2 ...
mainly helping mother cooking kaya
cause is kind of secret recipe ....
so cant tell much ~.~
then helped the sch to bake some cake ....
since they begged for me to do it ...
haiz ....

at night ... keep on thinking of her ...
wan sleep also cannot ...
slowly wait and wait and wait ... finally fall asleep ...
wondering why that day i waited for so many things ...
haiz ...
in the end .... me and yishi are unable to fulfill the promise ...
dono why it kinda annoy me ....
dono is i unable to get the thing or it have destroyed my own promise...
annoyed -.-
nvm ... i sure we will surely get another chance to do that again ....
just hoping that day will come in future ...

now ...
need to focus more in study le ....
just like yishi ... she have successfully controlled herself from playing computer ...
hmm i might want to make her into my example ~.~
since i don have much self control .....
just hope that will improve my grade ...

now study study study ....
eh !!
no more wait wait wait le ( yay!)
study should not be waited ...
we should start to study today ~
peace V(^_^)V

她的手

在上个星期六 

我终于有机会握到她的手了

她的手看起来没什么

给人一种黑黑冷冷的感觉

可是，

当我握着她的手时

她的手是如此的温暖

握起来让我感觉到一种很温馨的感觉

她的手比任何让我握过的人还要温暖

当我抱着她时，

她身上的味道也是如此的。。。（平淡）

虽然是平淡了点

可是，

却让我的内心感到无比的平静

这种感觉，是我第一次感觉到

因为她是现在唯一能让我感觉到如此的平静

刘怡诗 ... 我爱你 

lonely life

finally is really school holiday for me ~ ~
the exam i have worker so hard ......
hope the result come out wont be bad -.-

this holiday ....
actually our family plan to go to peneng to visit our cousin
but due to my grandma situation ...
we cancel the trip .....
yesterday is a scary one ......
we all tot that she was sleeping
but she keep sleep until we feel that she are like unconscious
so we decide to wake her up .......
we have a tough time waking her up .....
so we quickly bring her to hospital .....
inside the hospital ...... there are alot of people
even though is late of the night ... (around 11pm i think)
we have to wait for half an hrs before is our turn .....
i wonder y emergency rescue (ER) section got this type of system .....
haiz who care ....
after half an hrs ... the result come out .....
my grandma just don have enough of sugar .....
so the doctor advice her to stay in the hospital for one or two day ....
haiz ..... what a terrible night yesterday ..... make me so tired ...

during the exam ..... i was thinking that
i can improve the relationship between me and my partner
but then ...... due to many many trip that their family organized ...
i feel that our relationship getting more and more far away ....
just hope that it wont happen .....
although i don have a bad feeling about this ....
just don wan that kind of thing to happen ...
for that week i will surely miss her like hell ......
but i feel that our relationship is like 牛郎织女 ...
one week only can meet once or twice .....
sob sob .....

exam week

ous ~ ~ 

is exam week again for me 

gotta work hard to get straight A 

so that my parent wont complain 

then i will have a peaceful life ~ ~ 

today is physic exam ~~ 

physic is the only subject that i can always ace it 

but other subject .... haiz don wan say or think about it 

especially my add math and sej .... 

even is exam week for me ....

the feeling i have to you still did not changed or reduced 

keep thinking of you  ......

such a bad girl la you ...... 

keep extract my concentration ..... 

hehe i am such a useless person ~ ~ 

keep thinking of her ..... 

later cant get good result then die le ........

i will try harder to train myself to study while thinking of you 

i will never let you feel boring .... if can la .... not 100%  will 

uoyevoli  LYS(shi-ling) 

the one i thinking everyday

Monday is you who keep on appear in my thinking ~ ~

Tuesday is you who keep distract me from my study ~ ~

Wednesday is also you who make me feel annoyed  ~ ~

Thursday is you again who i always think off when free  ~ ~ 

Friday is the day that i prepare for tomorrow to meet you ~ ~

Saturday is the day that i enjoy myself together with you ~ ~

Sunday is the day that we have to be apart for 5 continuously day ~ ~

this is the 50% of work i have done during the whole week ~ ~

guess who is the you ~ ~ 

competitive life

this few day many ppl have suffer sadness on their lost in some competition
i wonder winning or lousing is that important for them?
we should face upward even if we lost in the competition
because they work more harder then us
thats why they are able to beat us .
So we should not waste any time to hide ourself
into a corner there and cry
+ if u cry also no use ......
the result is already published to the public
crying cant change the reality .....

For all the friend that win in the competition
congratulation ~ ~ ~
you have work hard and this is the result u get
but dont get overjoyed
because u will always face someone stronger then u
so train harder

For all the friend that lost in their competition
dont feel so sad ......
because ur opponent work much more harder then u
thats why you lost in the fight
lousing is not the end of the world
there is always another chance for u to get ur revenge
so don keep crying ....... like today cry until my shirt also wet le .......
you should train more then other
so that the next victorious will be yours for sure
emoing is not a good idea
you must face this fact bravely

At here i wish everyone can live peacefully and harmony in the future
don be so sad if you have lost in the fight or other
because :
BIGGEST SUCCESS COME AFTER THE BIGGEST FAILURE

so yishi don emo le i am always be there for u ~ ~ ~
linying also you have worked hard enough
don be so sad le
make me dono say what .... feel so irritated .....
so please cheer up ~ ~ ~

today is the worst day i have in my life

today during sej exam ...
my class sej and bi practical teacher walk by and take my paper to see
then she say why i make so many mistake .......
and then after exam she took me with her to office
then she ask me the reason why i make so many mistake
i answer her calmly that i have confused all the name and year
but i will try harder to memorize it correctly

then this is the part make me feel so unhappy today
she say i am so useless that so little thing also cannot memorize correctly
and other other other etc etc etc .....
i keep on hold my anger when i listen to what she said
but in the end she drag the topic until my friend and family
 she say that my family member and cousin  all are useless then trash
what she said hurt me the most is she say whenever girl who like me
is all mind crack de cause i am so stupid .....

what she think she is????
just a practical teacher in my sch with RM200 as her salary every month
say my family member and cousin is useless????
my cousin which are 23 years old in my father side
he work as aircraft engineer and he got RM 20000 as his monthly salary
his younger sister work as personal nurse of a doctor in sg
she got RM10000 every month
my father work as maintenance manager and the company pay him 50k every month
hmm in my family person who have lowest income is my mother
she work in pasar malam but she earn minimum 7k-8k every month
my sis now is studying to become an operation assistance nurse
the average salary they will pay her when she start working is around 5k-6k

all my family member is much more useful to the country then u
think of it who are u
just a practical teacher with a salary of RM 200 per month
even if u able to get to become a teacher
u monthly salary is only half from my sister which is around 3000
you are nothing in my family view
you have no right to say this kind of word
i suggest u to take it back or meet in sch argument court

o ya forget to tell u something
the professor which is in charge of u
is actually my aunt
so all the word u  say to me today will going to reach her ear
so be prepare to fail ur practical course and give up being a teacher
you are not suit to be a teacher

o ya today if all the word i say to u in sch have hurt u too
feel free to destroy my study profile
but then in exchange ur working profile will also be destroyed by me
if u do anything in my profile i will make sure u fail all ur practical course

so choose now
choose wisely every word u say will affect ur future

yishi if u are reading this pls don worry me
i am ok
i will not go and commit suicide de
so don worry
love you ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

haizzzzz

haiz someone dont listen to what i say yesterday
now she is paining here and there (活该）
but quite pity her .....
muscle pain is really terrible
walk 1 step pain 1 time
haiz hope she recover soon

another bad thing happen to her today
she fell sick again ..... nothing to say
hope her fever wont go too high like mine

there are 2 reason that might lead to her fever
1.too tired
2.eat too much tonic

1. too tired
-she force herself too much in the training yesterday
-although she was quite happy in the end cause able to do 20time pumping
-tiredness cause her body defense drop alot

2.eat too much tonic
-her mother keep giving tonic for her to eat
-causing the body cant stand it anymore and fall sick

haizz i cant bare with it when i see her suffering .....
shi arrrr don keep fall sick laaa
i worried abt u so much .....

o hoho

this few day
someone is terribly in love with me
hmm wondering am i that attractive .....

she have :
-2 eyes
-2 ears
-1 nose
-1 mouth
-2 hand
-2 legs

haha quite a normal human she is ...

she is quite a cheerful girl i think
i knew she liked me since long time ago.
The reason i know she like me is because her peeping skill is soooooooo ...
haiz don wan to say ..
is too obvious le bah

but i was quite happy also when she peeping at me
hmm i wonder why ...
maybe she are kind of cute bah i think
haha hope when u reading this u wont blush o .... my shi o

this year i think is my most luckiest year i have in life
to be able to get my life partner and is a cute one
hmm hope my friend wont fight with me for her bah .....
since she are so cute and cheerful

although she are so cheerful ...
but she fall sick very easily ....
this make me quite worry for her (~.~)

hope the future can let us to be together forever
i don wan to be separated with her .....
she tell me that she cant live without me ...
so at here i tell her that
i cant live in this world without her too

so please be safe whenever what you doing ^_^
i love you shi ~ ~ ~ ~

bad luck for me today ...

today , haiz. ..........
so bad luck ... keep getting injured ..... -.-

At school ...
When i was walking happily ,
dono y 1 girl suddenly fall down from stair ,
wondering ~ ~ ~
when she crash into me i accidently touched some part that ,
is not vry suitable for guys to touch ...
after that get 5 ringgit from her sia .....
so suai ....

But after that something good happen ,
PPD allow me to retake my exam ,
since is the teacher fault for losing my exam paper ....
so i gotta work hard to ace every paper as someone said ^_^
fight oh ...

After school ...
When i was cycling back to home while thinking of someone ...
a car crashes a glass bottle and 1 of the pieces fly to me ,
and then have a nice kiss with my neck ...
the blooding is flowing out so quickly and i was panic for around 10 sec ...
when i return to my conscious i quickly cycle to the nearest hospital ,
when i reaches the hospital i lock my bicycle at a side then rush in to the emergency room .
When i enter the emergency room the doctor i saw is my vry kind uncle ^_^
at that time i was relaxed cause my uncle is a vry good doctor o ^_^　
at starting i was quite afraid to let other doctor sew the cut on my neck
cause their skill is so ..... don wan to say ... later hurt their feeling ~.~

hmm this unluckiness is too great le ...
so now i was wondering what is the good luck coming afterward
wondering , hoping , waiting ... ^_^

tiring day .........

Today is the day that previous year form 5 student get their SPM result .
I heard many ppl screaming and say they got straight A+
There are many happy and sad face around the hall ...
So...
Congratulate to those who obtain good result
and for those who obtain not very good result
try harder in future don give up ^_^

Today , after school( of cos not drinking tea like K-on did )
our sch is having club activities ,
the activity we should be doing for this week
is actually painting the koperasi room ...
But due to that person ... who bring monopoly to sch
i have to paint that room on my own ... sob -.-


BTW when i painting
i wrote someone name throughout the whole room
guess who's name is that ~.~

sob sad day

haiz the teacher lost my test paper

the new result i get is :
BM       : 48
BI         : 80
Math     : 72
A.Math : Fail
Sej        : Fail
Moral    : Fail
Phy       : 75
Chem    : 66
Bio        : 72
 Haiz dono how to tell my parent sia ....
thinking hard ~.~