Tuesday, 16 August 2011

everyday works ~

Monday : miss u
Tuesday : miss u alot
Wednesday : miss u like always
Thursday : miss u like hell ...
Friday : miss u until i cant sleep
Saturday : my most happy day
Sunday : my most happy day also

hmm i think this is the thing i do it everyday

Thursday, 11 August 2011

情书的回复

怡诗,

            我对你没什么可讲。。。 因为你太完美了

                                                                                       崇群

Monday, 8 August 2011

hmm

hmm ~~
everyday passed me so quickly ...
making my time to study become lesser and lesser ...
sob sob ...
my add math still on the border line only ...
hope this trial i can score B+ and above for add math ...

time passing through me day by day in a very high velocity ....
on the same time ...
i wonder if our relationship have improved ....
cause this few day ...
her mood is going worse and worse ....
from my thinking only ... in reality i dono is true or not ...
i wonder if i have interfere too much on her daily activity ...
although she say nothing every time i ask her ...
but i am sure she is hiding something important from me ...
just wonder what did she hide away from me ...
but i wont force her to tell me ...
i will wait slowly ... until the suitable time to come
for her to tell me ...

anyway ... now most important is study study study ~.~
studying = 100 % now ~.~
but ...
i will still paying 100% attention to her ~.~
so that she wont feel like being left behind by me ~.~
so now have to work hard !!
to make both things turn out to be good ~.~
although i cant guarantee it will surely be good ending ...
but i will try my best to avoid the worse result that might happen in the future
chyun !!
fight o ! fight o ! fight o !
:P

Saturday, 23 July 2011

haiz

Haiz ~ ~ ~
today i missed a very good chance to get something from her
...... sob sob ......
i should have done it just now ~.~
now regret also no use le -.-
nvm work harder next time ~.~

yeah ~ ~ ~ peace V(~.~)V

i wont force our relationship to go very fast
cause i prefer slower pace ...
can enjoy more things ^.^

little potato ~ ~ you are mine :P

Monday, 27 June 2011

yesterday

Yesterday surely is a busy day ~
although is a sunday that everyone should rest ...
but for me ....
is not a time to rest ....
i split the story to 2 major part ^_^

1st part ...
Morning wake up at 3 a.m. (hmm think of it ... did i fall asleep ar... like no leh -.-)
help mother cook kaya ~ ~
pour all the egg and sugar into a big machine
hehe simple leh ^_^
although is simple ... but need a lot of energy to get it done
after that i follow my mother to get coconut milk from a uncle ~
aww so heavy the coconut milk ..... carry till my hand also nearly break le -.-
after that we return to grandma house ~ around 4 a.m.
then we leave it to stir until 5 a.m.
in the time interval between 4 to 5 .....
i and my mother having our breakfast together ... (father and sister still sleeping)
she make the plain meat slice until so perfect and tasty ~
then we eat the meat slice together with bread ...
the feeling only can be described with one word ...... Awesome
i never think of this way of cooking .... learned a new stuff ~.~
after breakfast is aleardy 5 a.m. ( my father also wake up le )
we pour the coconut milk into the tank containing sugar and egg
every 10 minute we pour 1.6L of coconut milk ...
seems easy also ~.~ but is really an easy job ...
only thing is must be alert to the time ~

ah ~ is time to pour le
pour ~ pour ~ pour ~ sum to infinity .... (until the coconut milk finish )
normally we add the coconut milk until 8 a.m. like that ... in order to get a good taste  ^_^
i helped my mother to pour until 6 a.m.
then i prepare for my tkd stuff le ~.~ later is my demo show ( yeah ! )

My father fetch me to the meeting place ( Sjk(c) Perempuan )
i cant believe that i am the one who reach there first ^_^ ( another lucky symbol )
of cos ... without counting those who involved in school activity
waiting for my another half to appear .... cause we promised to do something that day ...
waited waited and waited .... haiz still haven come ar .... -.-
walked in and out wondering why she are late ...
wait and wait until 6.40 + a.m.
ah ~ finally she appear ....
she and her bro and sis slowly walked to the meeting place and put down their stuff
and then ... the first thing she tell me is she are feeling extremely sleepy ....
dono what to say after i have heard that ....
so i just simply tease her ~
and then she rly crawl around to sleep ....
so i keep trying to remind her our promise ....
i tried many many way .... but still unable to defeat the invitation of 周公 ...
haiz ...
after that i think i should give up already .... but still feel like wanted to get it very badly ...
after the long long waiting and playing + talking
we moved from school to the stadium ...
this is the 2nd time i step into the stadium ... feel a bit excited ~.~
seeing those little primary student marching like real soldier
feel funny ~.~
after that they follow it up with a long long speech .... is not long only is extremely long ...
waited and waited ...
ah~ finally is our turn to perform ...
the 1st and 2nd part went perfectly
but destruction part ..... think also sad -.-
many people unable to perform with their maximum potential ...
because the floor is slippery (morning have a very heavy rain )
some of us fell down ....
after that ~ many of us have returned to home ...
me and yishi slowly walked to the play ground ...
that time i was thinking that finally left we 2 alone ...
just about to hold her hand ...
those naughty junior appear ... keep following us till the play ground ...
haiz ... make me lost the chance again -.-
after that .... i and yishi + her 2 bro slowly walked back to sch
they bought a very un-healthy drink ...
still thinking it is nice to drink ... for me i vomit out le -.-
we slowly walk walk walk walk ...
then when we returned to sch ... my father is already waiting for me with his bike ...
and then we returned to our own home ...

ok this conclude for part 1 ~.~

part 2 ...
mainly helping mother cooking kaya
cause is kind of secret recipe ....
so cant tell much ~.~
then helped the sch to bake some cake ....
since they begged for me to do it ...
haiz ....

at night ... keep on thinking of her ...
wan sleep also cannot ...
slowly wait and wait and wait ... finally fall asleep ...
wondering why that day i waited for so many things ...
haiz ...
in the end .... me and yishi are unable to fulfill the promise ...
dono why it kinda annoy me ....
dono is i unable to get the thing or it have destroyed my own promise...
annoyed -.-
nvm ... i sure we will surely get another chance to do that again ....
just hoping that day will come in future ...

now ...
need to focus more in study le ....
just like yishi ... she have successfully controlled herself from playing computer ...
hmm i might want to make her into my example ~.~
since i don have much self control .....
just hope that will improve my grade ...

now study study study ....
eh !!
no more wait wait wait le ( yay!)
study should not be waited ...
we should start to study today ~
peace V(^_^)V

Monday, 13 June 2011

她的手

在上个星期六 
我终于有机会握到她的手了
她的手看起来没什么
给人一种黑黑冷冷的感觉
可是,
当我握着她的手时
她的手是如此的温暖
握起来让我感觉到一种很温馨的感觉
她的手比任何让我握过的人还要温暖

当我抱着她时,
她身上的味道也是如此的。。。(平淡)
虽然是平淡了点
可是,
却让我的内心感到无比的平静
这种感觉,是我第一次感觉到
因为她是现在唯一能让我感觉到如此的平静

刘怡诗 ... 我爱你 




Tuesday, 31 May 2011

lonely life

finally is really school holiday for me ~ ~
the exam i have worker so hard ......
hope the result come out wont be bad -.-

this holiday ....
actually our family plan to go to peneng to visit our cousin
but due to my grandma situation ...
we cancel the trip .....
yesterday is a scary one ......
we all tot that she was sleeping
but she keep sleep until we feel that she are like unconscious
so we decide to wake her up .......
we have a tough time waking her up .....
so we quickly bring her to hospital .....
inside the hospital ...... there are alot of people
even though is late of the night ... (around 11pm i think)
we have to wait for half an hrs before is our turn .....
i wonder y emergency rescue (ER) section got this type of system .....
haiz who care ....
after half an hrs ... the result come out .....
my grandma just don have enough of sugar .....
so the doctor advice her to stay in the hospital for one or two day ....
haiz ..... what a terrible night yesterday ..... make me so tired ...

during the exam ..... i was thinking that
i can improve the relationship between me and my partner
but then ...... due to many many trip that their family organized ...
i feel that our relationship getting more and more far away ....
just hope that it wont happen .....
although i don have a bad feeling about this ....
just don wan that kind of thing to happen ...
for that week i will surely miss her like hell ......
but i feel that our relationship is like 牛郎织女 ...
one week only can meet once or twice .....
sob sob .....