haiz

Haiz ~ ~ ~
today i missed a very good chance to get something from her
...... sob sob ......
i should have done it just now ~.~
now regret also no use le -.-
nvm work harder next time ~.~

yeah ~ ~ ~ peace V(~.~)V

i wont force our relationship to go very fast
cause i prefer slower pace ...
can enjoy more things ^.^

little potato ~ ~ you are mine :P

yesterday

Yesterday surely is a busy day ~
although is a sunday that everyone should rest ...
but for me ....
is not a time to rest ....
i split the story to 2 major part ^_^

1st part ...
Morning wake up at 3 a.m. (hmm think of it ... did i fall asleep ar... like no leh -.-)
help mother cook kaya ~ ~
pour all the egg and sugar into a big machine
hehe simple leh ^_^
although is simple ... but need a lot of energy to get it done
after that i follow my mother to get coconut milk from a uncle ~
aww so heavy the coconut milk ..... carry till my hand also nearly break le -.-
after that we return to grandma house ~ around 4 a.m.
then we leave it to stir until 5 a.m.
in the time interval between 4 to 5 .....
i and my mother having our breakfast together ... (father and sister still sleeping)
she make the plain meat slice until so perfect and tasty ~
then we eat the meat slice together with bread ...
the feeling only can be described with one word ...... Awesome
i never think of this way of cooking .... learned a new stuff ~.~
after breakfast is aleardy 5 a.m. ( my father also wake up le )
we pour the coconut milk into the tank containing sugar and egg
every 10 minute we pour 1.6L of coconut milk ...
seems easy also ~.~ but is really an easy job ...
only thing is must be alert to the time ~

ah ~ is time to pour le
pour ~ pour ~ pour ~ sum to infinity .... (until the coconut milk finish )
normally we add the coconut milk until 8 a.m. like that ... in order to get a good taste  ^_^
i helped my mother to pour until 6 a.m.
then i prepare for my tkd stuff le ~.~ later is my demo show ( yeah ! )

My father fetch me to the meeting place ( Sjk(c) Perempuan )
i cant believe that i am the one who reach there first ^_^ ( another lucky symbol )
of cos ... without counting those who involved in school activity
waiting for my another half to appear .... cause we promised to do something that day ...
waited waited and waited .... haiz still haven come ar .... -.-
walked in and out wondering why she are late ...
wait and wait until 6.40 + a.m.
ah ~ finally she appear ....
she and her bro and sis slowly walked to the meeting place and put down their stuff
and then ... the first thing she tell me is she are feeling extremely sleepy ....
dono what to say after i have heard that ....
so i just simply tease her ~
and then she rly crawl around to sleep ....
so i keep trying to remind her our promise ....
i tried many many way .... but still unable to defeat the invitation of 周公 ...
haiz ...
after that i think i should give up already .... but still feel like wanted to get it very badly ...
after the long long waiting and playing + talking
we moved from school to the stadium ...
this is the 2nd time i step into the stadium ... feel a bit excited ~.~
seeing those little primary student marching like real soldier
feel funny ~.~
after that they follow it up with a long long speech .... is not long only is extremely long ...
waited and waited ...
ah~ finally is our turn to perform ...
the 1st and 2nd part went perfectly
but destruction part ..... think also sad -.-
many people unable to perform with their maximum potential ...
because the floor is slippery (morning have a very heavy rain )
some of us fell down ....
after that ~ many of us have returned to home ...
me and yishi slowly walked to the play ground ...
that time i was thinking that finally left we 2 alone ...
just about to hold her hand ...
those naughty junior appear ... keep following us till the play ground ...
haiz ... make me lost the chance again -.-
after that .... i and yishi + her 2 bro slowly walked back to sch
they bought a very un-healthy drink ...
still thinking it is nice to drink ... for me i vomit out le -.-
we slowly walk walk walk walk ...
then when we returned to sch ... my father is already waiting for me with his bike ...
and then we returned to our own home ...

ok this conclude for part 1 ~.~

part 2 ...
mainly helping mother cooking kaya
cause is kind of secret recipe ....
so cant tell much ~.~
then helped the sch to bake some cake ....
since they begged for me to do it ...
haiz ....

at night ... keep on thinking of her ...
wan sleep also cannot ...
slowly wait and wait and wait ... finally fall asleep ...
wondering why that day i waited for so many things ...
haiz ...
in the end .... me and yishi are unable to fulfill the promise ...
dono why it kinda annoy me ....
dono is i unable to get the thing or it have destroyed my own promise...
annoyed -.-
nvm ... i sure we will surely get another chance to do that again ....
just hoping that day will come in future ...

now ...
need to focus more in study le ....
just like yishi ... she have successfully controlled herself from playing computer ...
hmm i might want to make her into my example ~.~
since i don have much self control .....
just hope that will improve my grade ...

now study study study ....
eh !!
no more wait wait wait le ( yay!)
study should not be waited ...
we should start to study today ~
peace V(^_^)V

她的手

在上个星期六 

我终于有机会握到她的手了

她的手看起来没什么

给人一种黑黑冷冷的感觉

可是，

当我握着她的手时

她的手是如此的温暖

握起来让我感觉到一种很温馨的感觉

她的手比任何让我握过的人还要温暖

当我抱着她时，

她身上的味道也是如此的。。。（平淡）

虽然是平淡了点

可是，

却让我的内心感到无比的平静

这种感觉，是我第一次感觉到

因为她是现在唯一能让我感觉到如此的平静

刘怡诗 ... 我爱你 

lonely life

finally is really school holiday for me ~ ~
the exam i have worker so hard ......
hope the result come out wont be bad -.-

this holiday ....
actually our family plan to go to peneng to visit our cousin
but due to my grandma situation ...
we cancel the trip .....
yesterday is a scary one ......
we all tot that she was sleeping
but she keep sleep until we feel that she are like unconscious
so we decide to wake her up .......
we have a tough time waking her up .....
so we quickly bring her to hospital .....
inside the hospital ...... there are alot of people
even though is late of the night ... (around 11pm i think)
we have to wait for half an hrs before is our turn .....
i wonder y emergency rescue (ER) section got this type of system .....
haiz who care ....
after half an hrs ... the result come out .....
my grandma just don have enough of sugar .....
so the doctor advice her to stay in the hospital for one or two day ....
haiz ..... what a terrible night yesterday ..... make me so tired ...

during the exam ..... i was thinking that
i can improve the relationship between me and my partner
but then ...... due to many many trip that their family organized ...
i feel that our relationship getting more and more far away ....
just hope that it wont happen .....
although i don have a bad feeling about this ....
just don wan that kind of thing to happen ...
for that week i will surely miss her like hell ......
but i feel that our relationship is like 牛郎织女 ...
one week only can meet once or twice .....
sob sob .....

exam week

ous ~ ~ 

is exam week again for me 

gotta work hard to get straight A 

so that my parent wont complain 

then i will have a peaceful life ~ ~ 

today is physic exam ~~ 

physic is the only subject that i can always ace it 

but other subject .... haiz don wan say or think about it 

especially my add math and sej .... 

even is exam week for me ....

the feeling i have to you still did not changed or reduced 

keep thinking of you  ......

such a bad girl la you ...... 

keep extract my concentration ..... 

hehe i am such a useless person ~ ~ 

keep thinking of her ..... 

later cant get good result then die le ........

i will try harder to train myself to study while thinking of you 

i will never let you feel boring .... if can la .... not 100%  will 

uoyevoli  LYS(shi-ling) 

the one i thinking everyday

Monday is you who keep on appear in my thinking ~ ~

Tuesday is you who keep distract me from my study ~ ~

Wednesday is also you who make me feel annoyed  ~ ~

Thursday is you again who i always think off when free  ~ ~ 

Friday is the day that i prepare for tomorrow to meet you ~ ~

Saturday is the day that i enjoy myself together with you ~ ~

Sunday is the day that we have to be apart for 5 continuously day ~ ~

this is the 50% of work i have done during the whole week ~ ~

guess who is the you ~ ~ 

competitive life

this few day many ppl have suffer sadness on their lost in some competition
i wonder winning or lousing is that important for them?
we should face upward even if we lost in the competition
because they work more harder then us
thats why they are able to beat us .
So we should not waste any time to hide ourself
into a corner there and cry
+ if u cry also no use ......
the result is already published to the public
crying cant change the reality .....

For all the friend that win in the competition
congratulation ~ ~ ~
you have work hard and this is the result u get
but dont get overjoyed
because u will always face someone stronger then u
so train harder

For all the friend that lost in their competition
dont feel so sad ......
because ur opponent work much more harder then u
thats why you lost in the fight
lousing is not the end of the world
there is always another chance for u to get ur revenge
so don keep crying ....... like today cry until my shirt also wet le .......
you should train more then other
so that the next victorious will be yours for sure
emoing is not a good idea
you must face this fact bravely

At here i wish everyone can live peacefully and harmony in the future
don be so sad if you have lost in the fight or other
because :
BIGGEST SUCCESS COME AFTER THE BIGGEST FAILURE

so yishi don emo le i am always be there for u ~ ~ ~
linying also you have worked hard enough
don be so sad le
make me dono say what .... feel so irritated .....
so please cheer up ~ ~ ~